Vie has been my choice for my favorite subject in this article. Although we have been close friends for almost four years, it was only recently that I really began to consider my feelings towards her. She is my favorite.

Vie binge watch Game of Thrones on her TV all day long in her living room. Then she leaves the house, and goes into a convenience shop in just her pajamas. I still think she looks great. She’s confident when I am around, but she forgets I take away her persona. I have to admit, she’s gorgeous. She is probably beginning to understand it. But I won’t tell that to her. She won’t be herself, if she thinks I am putting her on an elevated pedestal and treating her differently than I do everyone else.

Vie has a very awkward manner and is kind, yet she is firm in her beliefs and opinions. Sometimes I find myself staring at Vie’s brilliance as we argue over the smallest of issues. Even when I am listening to her and thinking “wow, these arguments are coming from where?” I do not feel uncomfortable. I’m not nervous when she’s around, yet I still get butterflies. It’s funny, when she laughs I look at her and think “Why do her eyes sparkle?” I don’t say anything because I know my bestfriend will like her. They are both amazing.

Both of them deserve the best. I don’t like to be in the middle between drama and suffering. I leave. I allow them space to grow. I wait to see how things go, if the work, if there is love. My resolve is weakening. My entire self revolves slowly around the idea that we are together in an amazing way, so perfect even the stars would be jealous.

I want her to know that I am there for her. I want her to know that she’s loved and cared for. I want to say “goodnight” to her at 3am after we’ve been talking for almost 4 hours straight and both of us are so tired and sleepy, but nobody wants to do it first.

Vie is a name I know. She is kind, but also determined. Soft yet determined. She is eccentric and strange. She is quirky and weird. She will fight with her friends to protect their good name. Vie is a name I know.